Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in ohhhhmisslaaady's LiveJournal:

Sunday, August 27th, 2006
11:41 pm	i'm a little homesick a little uncertain a little tired, and possibly a little smitten. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
11:40 pm	i saw russian dolls tonight... a great movie. i laughed. i cried. and cried some more. i'm a sucker for sappy love stories, everyone knows that. i was glad to see that movie by myself. sort of. i don't think it really hit me when travis and brandon first told me about fwr calling it quits. now it's starting to. they're playing their last shows, and i'm not there to see them. and of course i'm so excited for them, and for what's to come . . . but there's a big part of me that's really sad right now. i've just been thinking a lot about all the shows, tours, road trips . . . so many memories. and it just seems that that part of our lives has come to a close (and i feel like i won't be a part of what's up next) seriously why can't binghamton be in boston. (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 18th, 2006
11:59 am	such a beautiful morning this morning. i just got back a bit ago from a run around jamaica pond. it made me so happy. the sun was out. the ducks were out. the dogs were out. fisherman. kids. musicians. it was so lovely. and it smells like flowers everywhere. i love it! now i think i will hop on the T and go to the ocean. i really do think i love boston. i just wish more friends were here. i had like a mini break on monday after getting back from the wedding. all day at work i was on the verge on tears. started to a few times. for no reason at all. i was so anxious and nervous all day. i called michelle on my walk home and started crying. i just couldn't and sometimes still can't see how i am going to live here or anywhere for that matter without my friends. i think it was mostly hitting so hard that day b/c i had just gotten back from such a nice weekend at home with friends galore and a michelley day. but i'm feeling okay now. much better. and it's beautiful outside so that helps of course. it's going to be a good summer i think. ok. beach. Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
9:34 pm	Something good is probably just around the corner...hang in there. love, mom (mom's always know just what to say) p.s. beav got some new fish today. one of them is an elephant nose fish - the most amazing creature . . . we've been reading up on him. they play follow the leader, can be trained to eat from your hand - even lay in your hand!!, and can emit small electric currents from their tail. we're going to go get more. so i think for now, i'll pass on the puppy and get an elephant. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
8:16 pm	i miss them already. i really really do have the best friends ever. in the world. the best. i love them. i'm so glad they could come. it was lovely to be with them. and even more lovely to be able to share the experience of seeing sigur ros with them. that was an absolutely magical...amazing...beautifully wonderful production. the rain was like a continual applause - the perfect backdrop. that's what i imagine the background music of heaven to be like. it was wonderful to be surrounded by all my best friends throughout it. to just look around me, and see the smiles and tears on their faces. even through the bitter cold. and i finally have a definite idea for my tattoo. i can't wait. it's perfect. i can't wait for friday. and then the next friday. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
11:24 am	bizzzness my first business trip. my first time flying by myself, checking in by myself...i'm in my hotel room now. it's pretty fancy. i have two double beds. 6 lush pillows (probably 5 when I leave.) and the perfect furniture layout for playing lava. i haven't flown in a long time. not since mexico I don't think. i was kind of nervous. mostly b/c i was by myself. i kept watching the seatbelt sign light, and thinking about that part in "say anything." i kind of wish i would have brought that with me to watch. i almost did. all the people around me on the flight were reading like business journals and such; and i... peter pan. Current Mood: little kid'ish (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 8th, 2006
9:30 am	sometimes i feel like this isn't my life. sort of like it's a dream. but moreso like it's really just not my life. like i am in a different world. a different lifetime. like if we were playing life the boardgame - my piece got lost in the move, and ended up in a completely different life boardgame. i'm really glad everyone is coming next weekend. i got to see the brandtson boys the other night. that was nice. something familiar. jared tried to figure out my love life - or lack thereof. tells me i need to work the vibes more. haha i'm going to washington d.c. next week for a work conference thing. i'm excited to get away for a little while. to stay in a nice hotel. i really do feel like i am in a different life. it's weird. it's a beautiful day. it's my roommate and her sister's birthday. we are having a grill out, sidewalk chalk, kickball, goody bag party. should be fun. i'm kind of nervous though. there's always a part of me that wants to kit out on stuff like this to avoid the bound to happen awkwardness. but it should be fun. brandon and tara got a puppy. and i'm not there to see it. i feel like i missed the birth of my best friends' baby. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
8:42 pm	chuckles and smiles yesterday on the bus there was this semi-indie looking guy reading jane austin's pride and prejudice! haha i went into this little convenient store to buy gum the other day. the cashier, an oriental man, told me it ws one dollar, which i gave him . . . and he says, "thank you SO MUCH"...thank you...thank you. for gum! i said you're welcome. and smiled. seeing all the dads taking their little boys to fenway park for the game. my fortune cookie i got with my chinese food tonight says, "nobody can be exactly like you." jeff bought a grill. and little hanging string lights for our deck. the doctor i share my office with telling me this morning, that every night she cuts bread up to feed to the ducks on her way in to work in the morning. she proceeded to tell me about one day when she ran out in the middle of the road - in front of traffic - because the ducks were starting to cross the road - the cars couldn't see the ducks, and they would have gotten hit. everyone was honking. she said one man was yelling at her from his car. swearing, and saying she was a crazy. then she pointed to the ducks. he saw why she had jumped out in front of traffic. and he apologized. i've been itching to go to a little league game. one of my friends from work and i want to find a little league team - preferably soccer i think, and go to all of their games. tara, mindy, lucy, brandon, justin, justin, steve, etc coming in about oh 10 days!!! <3 Current Mood: alright (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
7:56 pm	not having friends to do stuff with is a bummer sometimes. Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
10:20 pm	the T nutsies i went to see brick last night. i missed the beginning though thanks to the lady at the door. i got there early to get a seat. it was showing in a really small theater. she said they were running late and that they weren't going to be letting people in till at least 7:15, maybe 7:30 . . . and that the line was starting outside in the rain. so rather than get soaked i went to CVS and bought some vitamin water and colored pencils. i go back at 7:2oish. go up to the theater - it was all full, but one (my) seat. and the movie had already started. bummer. it was good though. a little bazarre, but good. i'd like to see it from the beginning. the nutsies on the T. i always end up next to them. last night, two in particular i remember. the first was a doozy. he was sitting directly behind me. i had my ipod on (which i finally and just barely got replaced!! it was 4 days past warranty, but the nice man at the bright apple store gave me new one anyhow.) and through the music i could hear that he was talking to himself...and eating something - very loudly. i could hear his lips smacking continuously. as he got up to get off the train, i noticed his grocery bad was full of twinkies! then i think the guy on the bus after that had terrets or something. he was sitting there totally quiet and fine. then all of a sudden his starts making these crazy noises and his head was like twitching. a few weeks ago . . . on the packed bus in the morning on my way to work there was this girl having a loud argument with her mother on her cell phone about AIM and her away message! it was riiiidiculous. she was like, "mom, i don't understand why you're being like this . . .my instant messanger puts that message up automatically when i haven't been there in a while . . .i was not ignoring you. i use a different type of instant messanger than you do, that's why. i use aol, you don't use that kind. MOM, i swear, i'm telling you the truth. why are you being like this..." and this went on for about 15 minutes or so- at which time i made a quick exit off the bus. on the orange line one day. an old man enters and sits next to me. at first i think to myself - probably has some psych stuff going on. you can usually tell by looking at them. i always try to imagine where they are coming from and what is going through their heads. so he sits next to me smiles and asks how i am doing. i smiled and replied good thanks . . .'ok maybe he's not crazy'. the man sitting across from us is reading a book - he looks like a teacher or something. the man sitting next to me asks him what he is reading, and the teacher responds very nicely. they exchange a few sentences about books. then it's quiet for a few seconds. the man says a few random words to himself, then looks over at me and says, "richard is my enemy. maybe you are too." Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)