such a beautiful morning this morning. i just got back a bit ago from a run around jamaica pond. it made me so happy. the sun was out. the ducks were out. the dogs were out. fisherman. kids. musicians. it was so lovely. and it smells like flowers everywhere. i love it!

now i think i will hop on the T and go to the ocean.

i really do think i love boston. i just wish more friends were here. i had like a mini break on monday after getting back from the wedding. all day at work i was on the verge on tears. started to a few times. for no reason at all. i was so anxious and nervous all day. i called michelle on my walk home and started crying. i just couldn't and sometimes still can't see how i am going to live here or anywhere for that matter without my friends. i think it was mostly hitting so hard that day b/c i had just gotten back from such a nice weekend at home with friends galore and a michelley day. but i'm feeling okay now. much better. and it's beautiful outside so that helps of course. it's going to be a good summer i think. ok. beach.